Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Okie... after so many sleepless nights ... i'm now left with one more night to go... before i can at least have a short short break tomorrow after presentation... after which on Friday i gotta rush on my report and prepare for my up-coming test on Monday :-(... Sighz... when will all this be over? so sick of having to think of all these projects and tests everyday... Year 2 Semester 2 is indeed a killer year.... everything is so tight... the schedule and deadlines is demanding.....:-(
I never hated projects tt much until this semester.... it's a total disaster... i didnt get good grade for one of the projects... and juz got a lousy but passable grade for my test.... wah... i really hope i can pull thru this year... I still gotta prepare my presentation script for tomorrow's presentation ....
Furthermore, it's been told that the tutor who's grading us is known for shooting many questions to students at the end of the presentation.... i'm pretty worried and am afraid that my group and i may not be able to ans her qns the way she wanted us to ... :-( wish us all the best for tomorrow's presentation as today's presentation is quite a flop.. :-(
I dunno but i did tried my best... sometimes feel so lousy n useless when i see my own grades...sighz..... it's probably natural for one to feel this way in my state.... oh gosh if only i am a smarter person ....then all these would have been a whizz for me.....too bad i'm not ...
Sickening Projects aside...wld also lik to pen down some extra thoughts....
Perhaps i'm juz a puppet to certain people.. ..perhaps to certain people....i'm juz someone whom they can easily manipulate...someone who allows them to come and go as they please...
I'm someone who allows them to appear as they wish ... disappear at anytime.....and then reappear again with a whole load of excuses...
haha such a strange world ....... strange situation...... or perhaps i'm the strange one over here....
Nah i dun care....i'm already crapping i dunno what i'm toking about now.....ignore me
**let me guess ....will u be reading this post?... or have u been reading every post without fail?....juz a guess... maybe not maybe yes.... I wish for it to be a yes though....**
*It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs. ..*
*I need some sleep... my eyelids need to be close for a longer time.....can i ? **
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*Feeling blue and lousy at times... but perhaps i'm only human.... i do feel insecure at times..I constantly need ur support... **
06-12-06
8.15pm
Thursday
May everything go smoothly tomorrow ...
To whoever who's reading this post...
wish me luck.. thanks..:-p
7:30:00 PM
