It's been days since i last wrote something here... these days the earliest i sleep wld be like 3am haha... quite early right? haha... latest around 6am.. or is that very early already.....:-p
These days have been going back to music sch to practise practise practise... i'm not sure if practise actually makes perfect but i certainly cant do without practise.....anyway for the first half of the performance i will only be doing back up vocal... so it's sort of like a warm up section for me haha... for my throat too .......if we ever get to the second section of the performance it will be stressful section for me... got to play the guitar plus sing.... then after that section relax all the way hahaha.... juz shake shake the tamborine a bit... crap more on stage to pass time to conserve energy to sing less songs...
I muz really try my best to completely overcome stage phobia..... last night i sang three songs at the pub... okie at least i made a slight improvement by introducing myself ... what song i'm singing .. and said thank you haha... in the past i only sing and said nothing.... muz remind myself there is nothing to be afraid of... customers are only humans.....they are only there to pass time and to keep themselves entertained... whilst the duty for pple on stage ... is to entertain them .... ho ho ho... easier said than done....saying i am not afraid at all ? kk i'm telling a lie...
being off stage and on stage is a totally enitre different feel....
Tonight is the final showdown... laoshi wldnt be joining us... coz he will be at a different pub tonight... shucks... i'm not sure whether we can make it thru the 3 sections......dun wish to let him down....
No matter what i noe someone will be there watching my performance..... :-p... happy to have u around through all of my practices..... training sessions.... and most importantly... my "shitty" performances...in which i play the least important role ...hope i dun bore u too much.....ya?
Thanks for being there... ur support is priceless :-p... i totally appreciate it...Ur presence matters a lot to me... I'm sorry to lose my temper at u at times... i didnt mean it... I juz speak without thinking... i really dun wish to be like that... i always felt guilty each time i said something without sparing a thought for ur feelings....u noe females got mood swings... not a totally good excuse... but it's part of the reason....and the late nights out had probably taken the toil out of me.... lack of sleep... no wun happen again ... u muz cont to support me k? :-p Rem to clap louder tonight..... hehe and one more request... can sing me a song soon? :-p
*有时候缘分这东西是很 难说的。。不可能的事也有可能 变可能。。*
*想不到。。我兜了一大圈。。最后竟在我毫 无妨备的时候兜到 你身边。。*
*希望你能包容我的缺点。。不要再做比 较。。因 为我会很不好受的*
*别人做的事， 我 也 许没做到。。。但我做的 事 别人也未必有做到。。
明白 吗？*
*每个人的思想。。性格。。表 达方式。。都不一 样。。怎能做比 较呢？* *但我能 确定的是， 每次只要你一离开我的视线。。我的思念就 开始。。*
Everyone reading this:
Do wish me all the best for tonight's performance... i hope can make it thru the 3 sections without any hicupps.....Thks :-p
Thursday
21-12-06
1.40pm
It’s touching if someone notices ur need without u having to say or do anything, and even more touching if the same person tries his best to satisfy ur need even before u take any actions to satisfy ur own needs.
