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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Life breaks in mysterious and unpredictable ways... one minute u might have it.. the next minute u might juz lose it... that's life ... inexplicable .. unpredictable... mysteriously...........however, certain things can be predictable too though depending on situation....and on the human beings involved..... anyway not important

No one knows what is going to happen the next minute... it's a question mark....here i am sitting here in front of the pc 3plus in the morning.... typing all these crap... mouth filled with cadbury nuts chocolate... I've been withholding my urge to eat chocolate this week..but i dun have to anymore, at least for this week.. ..I can eat all i wan... ha! No performance this week... something cropped up... i'm free to eat anything again....coz i am not quite sure when is my next performance....
i can get all the rest i can.... hibernate noone cares...

Chocolate makes me happy i wonder why... juz love the taste of chocolates....esp those with raisins and nuts... I kinda love those with alcohol too.. but that will be a bit more expensive le...
:-x I dun mind having another cadbury chocolate now in my mouth....

*我对自己的自我要求高，高过我自己的能力好多好多。。。所以当自己没办法达到自我的要求时，就觉得自己好没用。。。觉得自己好差劲。。。什么也做不好。。。
我也只会自责。。。责怪自己天资不足所以才没办法学会。。没办法超越别人。。。永远也只听到“放不开”，“不够放”的种种类似问题。。感觉有些厌倦。。。知道问题的存在，却无法将问题解决。。。真是好苦恼。。

我自认没有安慰人的天分。。在这方面，我真的没有天分。。我真是一无是处。。。。*叹气*。。。但我肯定的是。。我的心百分之百是支持你的。。。
请你一定要相信我

*希望你真的守承诺。。真的就如你所说的会有改变。。。因为我真的再也吃不下，多一张空头支票了。。。再一次我想我会崩溃吧。。。。*

*但愿我现在拥有的希望。。不会化成失望。。*

我知道你为必会读到这些，但我还是会写。。。就为了发泄。。。

我真是一个，一无是处的人吗？

或许吧！

signing off....

2:16:00 AM