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Thursday, February 19, 2009


二月十八日

炎

情绪

幼稚
粗心
孩子气
他们常常这样形容我

我没能力把这些想法没收

别人眼中的我
从来都不够成熟
根本靠不住
甚至连琐碎的小事
都不会放心交给我


虽然我的表情没有流露
也没有说出口
但感性敏感的我
当然承受不住
其实感觉有些不好受
体内的血液在滚动
感觉自己快失控


但我知道是自己自作自受
所以只能低著头接受
也不想为自己找任何借口
委屈我会逼自己吞


谁叫我
没自信
又没耐性
自作自受
一出世就
傻乎乎
懵懵懂懂
精神恍惚
不分轻重
处理事情笨拙
别人信不过我
也不是没理由

样子呆呆
常常发呆
脑袋经常一片空白
说话太过坦白
别人那么看我
不是对我亏待
也不是故意要伤害
而是我活该
摆脱自己快 醒来


写完以后
顿时觉得很没用
感觉自己一无是处
感觉有些脆弱


仿佛在下一分钟
眼泪就会狂流
感觉我会大哭
把 视线给弄模糊


如果让眼泪流
又显得自己懦弱
弱不禁风


如果不让眼泪流
又憋得好辛苦
真是矛盾


想想
其实何不让它流
反正在被窝
也没面子需要保留
擦干眼泪后
说不定能够
看得更清楚
前方的路
应该怎么走...


Written on 18-02-2009..


9:28:00 PM